Some songs are not for singing, some thoughts are not for thinking all the time.

Yep, the title says it all. I've been going through a lot, and I'm just trying not to read too much, not to self-diagnose too much, not to think "cancer," because that is step 30 and at least 2 doctors away, and I am on step 4 maybe. I realized this morning that there is nothing wrong with me today that hasn't been wrong with me for at least two months, and I've been only inconvenienced in that time. I can't let labels scare me into thinking I'm not ok. Get up, go to the gym, go to work, eat dinner, watch a movie, go to sleep. All of this, I can do. For once I'm glad no one reads this blog. I don't want to share this with you or even You, just the void.